Back to June – August in 2017

I received a ticket for a recital, Hamlet… The number is good! It’s like a Christmas Present for me. I’m so happy~☆

-June-

I went to Kyoto to take the French exam (Futsuken Grade Pre-2, CEFR: A2), primary one… and passed it!

-July-

I went to Kyoto to take the secondary exam (interview). At first, I visited Star-Myu Café…

Then I had lunch at a French restaurant at Kyoto University to put more spirit into it☆

Actually, I had never talked in French (ahaha)… I don’t have any chance to speak French in my daily lives, so I was a bit nervous. But I did well and passed the exam!

-August-

I decided to take Futsuken Grade 2 (CEFR: B1). But Grade 2 is much more difficult than Pre-2. There were lots of unknown words in the textbook. I was almost at a loss but I worked hard.

Back to May in 2017

-May-

I found something was wrong.

Despite the hard times was over, I was still depressed. In fact, just listening to music made me frustrated. Why?

In the previous fall, I wanted to work on my graduation thesis, so I asked my boss not to give me job offers. However, I don’t know why, I got too many offers, which made me completely sick.

I had worked from morning to evening then studied at a restaurant at midnight every day. My sleeping hours had been about 3 hours for 5 years…. Finally, I crossed the boundaries. Something was broken down in my body… I came to want to kill myself…

On the other hand, I had thought I would be free when I submitted the thesis, so I managed to put up with the hard work. However, I got too much stress… and I couldn’t come back easily.

I didn’t want to be bothered by others and got nervous about telephones, going out and meeting someone else. I just stayed at home except going to work.

I needed to have my confidence back. I thought that was the key to get out of depression. So, I studied French hard for the exam.

Back to April in 2017

-April-

After the graduation, I quitted a part-time job and became a full-time worker. I was asked to do new kinds of work and had to study more. It’s not necessarily fun for me to study for the job. In addition, I was too busy at work to learn French, so I decided to take a French certificate exam, Futsuken.

On the other hand, I wanted to do something new for a change, I began to watch various anime programs. Especially, I was into Star-Myu, High School Star Musical. Originally, it was announced that Morikawa-san, who is my favorite voice actor, would act in the second season and I watched its first season on Amazon Video… I love it!!!

  

The story is that students in a musical course set out to become musical stars. The details are here (Wikipedia).

All the characters are good boys and look brilliant! During the story, some characters suddenly begin to sing, which is fun (ahaha)! …On the other hand, I was so tired and felt depressed at that time. I envied them.

Then the second season began. It was more interesting than the first one. Of course, Uozumi-san, whom Morikawa-san acts, is very attractive♪ Star-Myu gives me positive thinking and energy☆ I watched many times and sang the songs♪

 

I have to get up earlier than usual tomorrow. Good night☆